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flyingangel

flyingangel

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Jun 2, 2026
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I've had one almost successful instance, but other than that, I have never gotten myself to faint and I have failed to replicate it
When I press, my vision dims, and then it goes back to normal soon after, either that or I just have my vision become woozy until I let go of my carotids
In the one time where I almost got it my body gave out and I stopped
 
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Idkwhattopick

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Aug 29, 2024
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I'm the same I've never been able to find it
 
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inandoutoflove

inandoutoflove

holycorpse
Jun 10, 2026
6
I also cannot. I keep trying to find them, I can feel a faint pulse, but when I press on that; hard or not, nothing happens.
Or, I end up pressing on the jugulars.
 
VanillaCake

VanillaCake

Let death be kinder than man
Aug 26, 2021
96
Same, no matter where I place the rope (whether below or above where the Adam's apple would be), I only manage to press on the jugulars... It's disheartening
 
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isthisthingon

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May 16, 2026
446
If there wasn't videos of this it would seem this is a non-method by the amount of users who struggle with it. It's a matter of positioning and force. Force is the factor that makes it hard to practice in my opinion.
 
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VanillaCake

VanillaCake

Let death be kinder than man
Aug 26, 2021
96
If there wasn't videos of this it would seem this is a non-method by the amount of users who struggle with it. It's a matter of positioning and force. Force is the factor that makes it hard to practice in my opinion.
do you know how to maximise force?
 
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isthisthingon

Arcanist
May 16, 2026
446
do you know how to maximise force?
With your hands? I don't know, it's like trying to bite your own tongue off. You can do it theoretically but you would never be able to apply enough force to actually succeed. Brains are wired that way.

With a rope? Dead weight is what I would aim for if it were me. Again, easier said than done.
 
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VanillaCake

VanillaCake

Let death be kinder than man
Aug 26, 2021
96
With your hands? I don't know, it's like trying to bite your own tongue off. You can do it theoretically but you would never be able to apply enough force to actually succeed. Brains are wired that way.

With a rope? Dead weight is what I would aim for if it were me. Again, easier said than done.
Thanks for the reply! Yeah I was wondering with a rope. I can't ever imagine applying enough force with my bare hands (as you said, brains work like that)
 

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