Venting idk

[heirofvoid]

i can tell that i'm getting emptier. i'm so close to not giving a fuck anymore but i don't really have a method to do nor a place to do it. it's just so frustrating like i've been researching for a long time and none of them would probably work. im sick of all of these.

i'm holding off again just so i can hear mitski's new album. after that idk i don't want to be alive after march. I need to do it sometime after feb 5 until late feb because my uncle's bday is on 21st and i don't want to ruin his birthday.

 

[Depressed Cat]

I'm sorry to hear that you're suffering and that things are getting worse.

I hope things get better for you before your chosen period of exit. Whatever happens, I wish you the best and hope you find peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand that it is hard to carry on when you are tired of living. More than anything I wish ctb was easier. The fear of failure is what holds me back. I understand why you would be frustrated. I wish you the best.