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Thinking

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Jul 9, 2020
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I wrote the rough draft of my suicide notes, and now I just feel empty inside. I feel sad in the sense that I feel so hollow, as if a piece of me is gone. I don't know why.
 
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Stick

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Aug 31, 2020
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Interesting, personally I like to write suicide note drafts because they help me get my emotions out. Maybe it makes you feel like this because it forced you to think about your feelings more intensely? Or maybe your brain just decided not to let you feel happy right now, who knows.
 
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Or maybe you aren't quite ready to CTB as you thought you were?
 
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Jun 26, 2020
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When one is writing a suicide note, I have writtena few rough drafts myself, i wonder if it makes one feel like something is missing becasue of thought to paper. I truly feel for you and it makes me sad to think that you are in such a place. We are ALL ONE FAMILY here and we all look out for one another, care for one another, love one another and a endless supply of empathy. I love you as a sanctioned suicide global family member and please remember that we are all together. WE ARE ONE ! Please get a good nights sleep, and a bright sunny day so you can relax and think things through. All the love and peace in the world to you!!!!!!!:heart::hug:
 
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sui4

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Oct 11, 2020
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I wrote the rough draft of my suicide notes, and now I just feel empty inside. I feel sad in the sense that I feel so hollow, as if a piece of me is gone. I don't know why.
I can relate.
 

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