Painless_end
Life is too difficult for me
- Oct 11, 2019
- 794
I don't want my neurobiological weaknesses. I cannot own them or make peace with them.
I do not wish to keep being so weak and useless. It really affects making real progress in life.
It keeps me so weak that I feel unable to stand up for anything including myself. Simply breathing air and consuming food to survive is literally the last resort of a defeated person and that is what my mind auto defaults to.
No, as I have said before, it's not depression or even dysthimia. It's just how I am.
It's an issue with how my brain is. Inadequate and incomplete.
I do not wish to keep being so weak and useless. It really affects making real progress in life.
It keeps me so weak that I feel unable to stand up for anything including myself. Simply breathing air and consuming food to survive is literally the last resort of a defeated person and that is what my mind auto defaults to.
No, as I have said before, it's not depression or even dysthimia. It's just how I am.
It's an issue with how my brain is. Inadequate and incomplete.
