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Bruces

Specialist
May 11, 2020
389
As your drfiting off into oblivion?
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
If its anything like my failed hanging attempt, and i hope it is, then its just falling asleep without noticing.
 
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NoPlaceForme

NoPlaceForme

We wanted peace
Jun 13, 2020
68
I've been imagining this for a while. My plan is SN and I imagine it might be uncomfortable as things start to slow down. But for the most part I like to imagine I will feel peace as I feel myself start to lose consciousness, not really caring about any discomfort I feel, or I simply black out on the bed. Either is fine by me.
 
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Disco Biscuit

Specialist
Mar 1, 2020
350
I guess it would depend on your method. Apparently DMT is released in the brain when you're dying which could make it a pleasant experience if you're not in pain.
 
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Bruces

Specialist
May 11, 2020
389
What happened?
Dmt?
 
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Soulless_Angel

Soulless_Angel

existence is futile
Jul 10, 2019
2,225
I imagine, and hope for nothing more then pure solitude, and contentment at finally ending years of torture and pain, as you drift off into a eternal sleep, I respect some fear of the unknown will be there, but over all, I expect nothing more, nothing less then pure peace
 
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sourcreamonion

sourcreamonion

Member
Jun 25, 2020
89
From my experience on failed attempts, it was white hot flashes of exhaustion, you slowly start to lose vision and you kind of feel cold? Then unconsciousness.
 
Sans

Sans

Survivor of anti-Basque bigotry • they/them
Oct 2, 2019
369
From my experience on failed attempts, it was white hot flashes of exhaustion, you slowly start to lose vision and you kind of feel cold? Then unconsciousness.
That sounds unpleasant. I wonder what others' accounts are like compared to yours.
 
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Wandering Infinity

Wandering Infinity

New Member
Jun 26, 2020
4
As your drfiting off into oblivion?
Depends largely on the method, and time of day. Likely I'll just fucking drift off to sleep and never wake up in this body again.
 
sourcreamonion

sourcreamonion

Member
Jun 25, 2020
89
That sounds unpleasant. I wonder what others' accounts are like compared to yours.
It's actually a lot more of your body just forcing you to sleep, and if you just lay lax and try not to fight it's very peaceful, however, I was fighting it a bit and so it was somewhat painful (for my head).
 
SpottedPanda

SpottedPanda

I'm all about coffee and cigarettes
Jul 24, 2019
612
I'm half expecting a near death experience, a sort of vivid dream, as my body's last push for life, before I reach nothingness.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
As I'm using a drop hanging the bit of time between starting and dying is pretty small. The last few minutes of my life will probably be kinda boring. I might bring something to eat or send shitpost texts to the closest thing to a friend I can manage to find.
 
lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
For me, I think it would be a practice run that became successful. I don't think I would mean for it. But it wouldn't be anything interesting.
 
aedric_artifact

aedric_artifact

Find me in the sweetest oblivion
Jun 27, 2020
59
I think if greatly depends on your method. I will be choosing SN, so there will be some time before I lose consciousness. Those minutes will probably be the scariest moments of my life, but I think that knowing eternal peace is right around the corner will comfort me.
 
HappyMstake

HappyMstake

Not so happy as it turns out.
May 29, 2020
170
As I'm going with hanging so I'm sure it won't be pleasant but after about a minute and thirty seconds or so it'll be pure bliss once I've passed out.
 

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