Venting I wish SI weren't a thing.

[zilk]

I find it incredibly draining that there's nothing out there for me anymore. I've reached the end of the road, and it has been that way for quite a while. I deeply wish I could just drift away, but my fear holds me back from taking the leap I truly desire. At the same time, I often find myself contradicting my own feelings. I keep thinking, "Just one more day, maybe things will change?" But they never do. Why is it that I can't just commit to one thing?


I just wanted to be happy, but I think the world forgot to let me.