i wish my ex was still suicidal

[Life_and_Death]

i dont think he is anymore but i wish he still was. i know its wrong and i should be happy for him. i am happy for him, but it would make having a ctb partner easier. (huh....i didnt even want a partner. hes different i guess)
im like a damn magnet for suicidal people. im fairly confident i know more people that have wanted to kill themselves than people that havent. and im only talking irl. if i included here then yeah duh lol

 

[summers]

i dont think he is anymore but i wish he still was. i know its wrong and i should be happy for him. i am happy for him, but it would make having a ctb partner easier. (huh....i didnt even want a partner. hes different i guess)
im like a damn magnet for suicidal people. im fairly confident i know more people that have wanted to kill themselves than people that havent. and im only talking irl. if i included here then yeah duh lol

Maybe you made him so happy, he realized life was worth living.

 

[Life_and_Death]

Maybe you made him so happy, he realized life was worth living.

hes my ex from years ago. his change happened when i wasnt even around

 

[summers]

hes my ex from years ago. his change happened when i wasnt even around

I'm sorry, I didn't know the context.

 

[Life_and_Death]

I'm sorry, I didn't know the context.

its cool

 

[veryhappyhuman]

I can relate, my mom was suicidal once (even made an attempt) but is extremely pro-life now. I told her about my ctb plans partially in the hopes that it'd convince her to join me, but it didn't happen. In fact it backfired, now I'm on suicide watch in my own home lol. It feels evil but my only intention was for her to not suffer after her only offspring ctb.