Venting I wish I was normal

[ZardozOmega]

I wish I had a normal, fulfilling like like all of my high school colegues

 

[Deleted member 19276]

I was on individual education there, so I wish I was normal to be part of their groups.
Can relate to this!

 

[Ghost2211]

I wish I was normal at any point in life, but never have been. I feel you.

 

[Ready2GoNow]

Same. I wish I had good parents. I wish I was loved. Then I wouldn't be on this website right now. God how I wish I had received some love in this lifetime. From anyone. I just gave until I had nothing left to give, and only ever received abuse in return. I can't even remember the last time I had any human contact. My last hug must have been years ago, from a celebrity at a paid meet and greet. Lmao. Even I have to laugh at that. I wonder what it's like to feel loved, and I wonder why I wasn't worthy of experiencing that during my lifetime.

 

[Sinkinshyp]

Same. I wish I had good parents. I wish I was loved. Then I wouldn't be on this website right now. God how I wish I had received some love in this lifetime. From anyone. I just gave until I had nothing left to give, and only ever received abuse in return. I can't even remember the last time I had any human contact. My last hug must have been years ago, from a celebrity at a paid meet and greet. Lmao. Even I have to laugh at that. I wonder what it's like to feel loved, and I wonder why I wasn't worthy of experiencing that during my lifetime.

for what it's worth you are loved and sending you a hug. I'm so sorry you have had to experience all the mistreatment you have. I'm a mom who only wants my son- I would love to get my hands on those who've mistreated their kids. They have the most precious gift in life and abuse it, I would choke them out and not have 1 regret.

normal- what is normal? I can't say anyone is normal and everyone each has their own views on what it is.

 

[DoNotLet2]

Same. I wish I had good parents. I wish I was loved. Then I wouldn't be on this website right now. God how I wish I had received some love in this lifetime. From anyone. I just gave until I had nothing left to give, and only ever received abuse in return. I can't even remember the last time I had any human contact. My last hug must have been years ago, from a celebrity at a paid meet and greet. Lmao. Even I have to laugh at that. I wonder what it's like to feel loved, and I wonder why I wasn't worthy of experiencing that during my lifetime.

To you and OP: relatable :(

 

[Ready2GoNow]

for what it's worth you are loved and sending you a hug. I'm so sorry you have had to experience all the mistreatment you have. I'm a mom who only wants my son- I would love to get my hands on those who've mistreated their kids. They have the most precious gift in life and abuse it, I would choke them out and not have 1 regret.

That means a lot to me, thank you so much. I remember your story and I'm so heartbroken for you. You seem like an incredible mother, he was lucky to have you (and vice versa I'm sure). It's so incomprehensibly cruel that you didn't get to watch your son grow up. I really pray you will be reunited one day Sending you so much love

 

[nitroautnz]

I wish I was normal at any point in life, but never have been. I feel you.

Same for me. I try but in the end i am who i am.