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Kornyboyo

Student
Aug 7, 2019
102
Psych drug damage ruined my life. I am not recovering after 2 years so I will soon complete suicide.

Haven't decided how yet. Heroin would be nice but hard to get where I live.
 
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Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
Psych drug damage ruined my life. I am not recovering after 2 years so I will soon complete suicide.

I'm sorry to hear that. It must be a pain. What do your doctors say about your chances of recovery?
 
Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,561
Recovery usually takes More than 2 years unfortunately, but I feel you.
I don't personally feel that meds have ruined me but I do wish I was never born
 
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Chemicalcastration20

Member
Sep 11, 2020
76
Psych drug damage ruined my life. I am not recovering after 2 years so I will soon complete suicide.

Haven't decided how yet. Heroin would be nice but hard to get where I live.
Sorry to hear you have also been damaged by these drugs! What kind of damage do you have? I have PSSD for 2 years and am wanting to ctb ASAP
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Me too! We didn't even ask to be born. So unfair!
 
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Nexuno

Specialist
Dec 9, 2020
301
I must admit that sometimes I have some doubts if we "decided" or not to be here... I'm talking about that little sperm rushing to win the first prize. -_-
 
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Kornyboyo

Student
Aug 7, 2019
102
Sorry to hear you have also been damaged by these drugs! What kind of damage do you have? I have PSSD for 2 years and am wanting to ctb ASAP
I personally would never kill myself because of PSSD. I've had that forever but the akathisia and mental stuff are more than a human is designed to endure.
 
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BitterlyAlive_

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Dec 8, 2020
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akathisia and mental stuff
That sounds bad enough. I'm so sorry. I had akathisia for two weeks and that was torture. I can't imagine any longer than that. I was literally wanting to mutilate myself to try and make it stop. I was almost admitted to the ER lmao
 
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Johnjohn1

Student
Nov 7, 2020
194
Psych drug damage ruined my life. I am not recovering after 2 years so I will soon complete suicide.

Haven't decided how yet. Heroin would be nice but hard to get where I live.
I'm so sorry to hear this! Which psych drug was it if you don't mind me asking? The antibiotic Levaquin ruined my life and that's why I'm on this website.
 
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LabRat

Member
Sep 14, 2020
10
I'm so sorry to hear this! Which psych drug was it if you don't mind me asking? The antibiotic Levaquin ruined my life and that's why I'm on this website.
What lasting effects do you end up with from the antibiotic?
 
WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Damn, I'm really sorry to hear this.
I've had psych drugs a few times but I stopped consuming them just in case.

Now, alcohol is my "escape".

Anyway, are you really "ruined" forever? I bet you can recover properly! I mean, I've seen lots of people having great recoveries and comebacks like a boss!

Hugs!
 
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EmptyManForever

My wings were cut and now I can fly no more!
Oct 3, 2020
141
Same, psych drugs ruined my life too !
 

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