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failedmind

failedmind

lonely
Oct 31, 2024
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thats it, thats all. i know we are all on this forum for that reason. woke up thinking about how ive wanted to die for the past 16 years but have been too scared to do so. overthinking, imagining the future, imagining my method, realizing im too scared to go through with said method, a constant cycle. such a tiring, tiring cycle. that's all.
 
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endboss

endboss

Member
Apr 8, 2026
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The last 6 years of life have been a shitshow with hearing and mental health deteriorating fast as fuck. I still hope for a miracle while I'm making all necessary preparations to end it. I am scared, too.
 
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3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
157
I wish too, everyday is intense, fearful and just dragging to the next day. I don't know how i am still going in this most vile feelings and environment. Im just trying to hold on but I can't, everything is so tiresome. I don't have any clue anymore....i can understand your feelings...
 
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