Venting i wish i never woke up today

[hao☆]

its in one of those nights, where you have such pretty dreams, imagining yourself in places you never thought you'd be, being genuinely happy with people i genuinely love as well. I've seen tons of what ifs saying "what if your dreams were just a glimpse into your life in another timeline or universe?", its in those moments when i think about this one single nugget of thought that runs through my head while i piece together my dreams when i wake up. i treasure it in mty mind and recount it, write so as i never forget. im so jealous of whatever life i could be living somewhere else, sometime else, and when i am given the reprieve of sleep and dreams, it's snatched away like a rug pulled beneath your feet. i wish i never woke up. may the gods feasting on my agony and torment forever be full and content, eat my soul away.

 

[GodChallengesMe]

Dreams are certainly very weird. I think that there is something out there, beyond this reality. Everything that can happen happens somewhere, in countless realities there are. I can't believe the banality of non-plural universe model mainstream physics suggest as "most probable" due to other "potential" realities being non falsifiable. Not only that but I believe that death is just closing one door and opening another, like we've opened the door here when we were born. I'm sure death is not the end, there's no end in general. We all deserve better lives, better experiences and feeling of joy after all these shit which drove us to end our lives in this timeline. There should be the light at the end of this. We'll be spared. Just believe genuinely that there is something out there, something that is indestructible, something that has always been and never created. That's my conclusion in the end.