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InfatuatedLove

InfatuatedLove

End begets Becoming
Jul 16, 2026
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i shouldve just stayed curious

the fact that he chose to leave the moment light finally reached what he had kept in the dark
blocking me without a word
is what really breaks my heart..

he knew me
my vulnerabilities and weaknesses
my heart inside and out

yet he still found it in himself to leave me in such a way

4 years
4 years of growing older together
4 years of breaking and building together
4 years of us, together, all alone

for what?
for him to chew me, taste me, swallow me, then just throw me up? really?

couldnt you just have stayed?

id forgive you
ive always forgave you
i will always forgive you

*account not found*

those words
they really hurt me
more than anything

its strange how someone can know every part of you
and still become the reason you shatter

sigh

i felt a little sentimental guys sorry if this comes across as corny lol
 
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RosieKim

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Mar 23, 2023
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i'm so sorry. it really feels unbearable to be abandoned by the only person who ever made you feel comforted and safe
 
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callmer

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Jul 8, 2026
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I'm so sorry that happened to you. It must be really difficult for you. It's definitely not corny, your feelings are real and justified. I hope you find the support you need
 
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RosieKim

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Mar 23, 2023
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i'm going through something similar, if you'd like to talk
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How I get up when I hear the alarm ↑
Nov 26, 2025
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Was it an online friend? Did they delete their account?

I'm sorry.Sometimes old friends decide to leave.They don't even give an explanation.It's wrong and cruel.
 

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