I wish I more reasons to do it

[Clarity In Kerosene]

Im tired. im tired of being numb, im tired of being sad, im tired of feeling like the have no please, im tired of putting on a smile, im tired of putting up with people that don't care about me, im tired of being in this limbo where im wishing and fainting about death but too scared to act on it.I wish something would happen to push me over the edge but im not sure how much worse it can. All of my problems are caused by me being self destructive and I fucking cry and mope when the consquneses come back around. I don't wanna feel like this anymore, I just want it to be over

 

[MeltedJello]

I'm sorry you're experiencing this much pain, and suffering. It takes a lot of courage to share your thoughts here, so I'm proud of you. Although my words may not really help you feel better, I do hope you come across more better, and peaceful days :)

 

[FuneralCry]

I am tired of living as well, I understand. Suicide is very difficult as even know we want to die, we are programmed to survive. I believe I will only be able to exit once I reach a point of desperation. If only there was a way to fall asleep and never wake again. I know it is horrible being alive when you are constantly suffering. I wish you the best, I hope you find the peace you are looking for.