I went to the hospital for GI problems

[Tintypographer]

I keep coming back to nothing really matters and how.much I love sleep. Sleep is the only joy in life. The rest is simply misery. I do the same crap day in and day out. I solve the same stupid problems for the same group of people who depend on me. I woke up at 1 am with incredible stomach pain. Got a ride to the hospital as I couldn't drive. They checked me info the ER and then assessed me and gave me my first does of morphine ever. I slept! I slept so deep. They scanned and x rayed and it was something called diverticulitis which I had never heard of. I got discharged, spouse took me home and I slept for nearly 10 more hours. All better now but the experience told me that sleeping is better than waking. I don't want to be here anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

I agree that sleeping is better than being awake. Life is just unnecessary problems and suffering all for no purpose. It's a comforting thought, how if I died all of this would be gone and forgotten about. Your feelings are understandable.

 

[Shivali]

I sleep as much as I can. Only in deep sleep is the peace I' m longing for so desperatly.

 

[melancholic]

Hope you are feeling better. Being unconscious is the only thing I look forward to anymore.

 

[Meineendscheidung]

Ich sehne mich auch nach dem ewigen Schlaf, an nichts hab ich Freude, ein rein garnichts. Viel Erfolg, bei allem was Du möchtest.

 

[thebunny]

i do hope you're feeling much, much better after that whole ordeal. i'm glad you were able to get your well-deserved rest as well. sleeping, for me, has been my only escape from this cruel world, yet i have troubles with it as well. i can't wait to be in a never-ending deep slumber.

 

[old red eyes]

I agree that sleeping is better than being awake. Life is just unnecessary problems and suffering all for no purpose. It's a comforting thought, how if I died all of this would be gone and forgotten about. Your feelings are understandable.

waking up is horrible....when sky is black and all is quiet is much better...sun rise is a disaster.....anyone fancy lunch at Beachy head ?...Food , a few drinks....