Venting I want to live in a world where it's perpetually evening 🌆

[przeciwwymiotne]

We get to sleep and relax. It's dark and cold. It's the only time I can breathe, why does every evening and every night pass so quickly.

 

[jodes2]

I like evenings too

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

The only time I feel relaxed… I have a friend who basically stays up all night and sleeps during the day to savor the darkness

 

[przeciwwymiotne]

The only time I feel relaxed… I have a friend who basically stays up all night and sleeps during the day to savor the darkness

I might try that for my last couple of days

 

[rationaltake]

Yes!!! I'm in.

 

[universe]

We get to sleep and relax. It's dark and cold. It's the only time I can breathe, why does every evening and every night pass so quickly.

So true. I also like to get up at night before sunrise. I go out and admire the night, the stars, before the first rays of the sun, the pink and red clouds. Everything is in darkness, it's the only time of the day when I feel good and serene. Being socially anxious, there is no one on the streets, I don't feel the stress of feeling watched, I am unique at this time, focused only on me.

Then I go home, it is daylight the day begins, with the anxieties, the world, the noise, the normal life of a human being.The rest of the day consists of waiting for the evening, the night and the early morning. it is as if the night hid the ugliness of this world.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wouldn't want to live in any kind of world personally. Night time is preferable to the day, but I never feel relaxed and there is no real relief from suffering in a life like this

 

[OpheliasFlowers]

The only time I feel relaxed… I have a friend who basically stays up all night and sleeps during the day to savor the darkness

This is what I've been doing for a long time now as well. Night is the only time it's (relatively) quiet in this awful apartment complex I live in, it's cooler, and the person I live with is sleeping and not doing things to aggravate or upset me (not all their fault...my fuse is SO short these days and my anxiety so bad that it takes very very little to set me on edge or make me feel angry or irritated). I don't ever feel calm or relaxed, not even at night, but it's much better than during the daytime.

 

[thedaywillcome]

Yes, for me its the same. Maybe something biologically going on?

 

[cristaleyez]

Strangely I do feel more energized in the evening and nighttime.