I want to live but I can't

[progeria]

I want to live. I want to learn. I want to reach heights. I want to love and be loved. I would like to have a strong family and good friends. I would like to have good health and not have mental problems. Why? Why is it that everyone overtakes me. problems of the world. I can't have anything from this list because of my illnesses, both mental and physical. I am constantly fighting with myself but I don't understand why. Why our consciousness is so broken. We want to multiply, but at the same time we feel pain in this world. Our world is wrong. and as if clumsily artificially created. I again experienced a failed attempt, I am stuck here like in a prison. I want to get out of misery but I am stuck.

 

[Stopthepain]

I feel you.. i have the Same issues.. but think it is just time to let it go and ctb.. there is only more pain in my future coming and i am sick for so long. But something is paralyzing.. me i wish i would just die.. fuck

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, that it is painful when we are unable to have the things that we want. Life can be so cruel and unfair and I'm sorry you are suffering. I see it as better to never be born personally, as there is no limit as to how bad life can get. I am looking forward to my eternal sleep, freedom from this existence. We all deserve the option of an peaceful way out of this life, it isn't as if we asked to be born and suffer. I wish you well.

 

[Midgardsorm]

Same feeling I get.
I don't want to die, I just feel that I can't live. Everyday it gets worse.

I can relate to the pain. Physical pain is very difficult to handle, Mental pain is just as difficult. Both is unbearable. That is, sadly, our life, until the end, which, also sadly, I hope mine will be soon.