I want to jump but I am scared to survive

[opeth98]

My life is Hell.
I really do want to get it over with but I am too scared to survive if I jump. I am desperately trying to get SN, I have a feeling I won't find it.
Please offer advice in my situation

 

[Wrennie]

As a failed jumper I would personally advise against jumping as a method. I can understand your desperation, though.

 

[TerminalConscience]

As a failed jumper I would personally advise against jumping as a method. I can understand your desperation, though.

How high did you jump from? I've seen some videos of jumpers when I was contemplating this method.

 

[opeth98]

As a failed jumper I would personally advise against jumping as a method. I can understand your desperation, though.

Why did you fail?

 

[Someone123]

For me, if it was high enough and I was confident of not hitting anyone or anything I would consider it, but there are better methods. The Golden Gate bridge has a 99% success rate from what I have read, but I also saw from one source they were down to 7 jumpers in 2021- due to security and police patrols it's almost impossible here now, but it goes t show that with a very high location you have a chaance. I wouldn't do less than 10 stories and 20 or more would be ideal, I

 

[Crazy4u]

You were asking about SN in the other post. Are you sure you want jumping to be your method?

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are in so much pain. I know that it can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. I'm not sure that I would ever be able to ctb by jumping personally, I have a fear of heights and I would be afraid of it going wrong in someway. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[sad_gurl_thoughts]

I too envision myself jumping to end it but I don't want to fail and just maim myself. Heights just seem so accessible…I have a fourth floor balcony but no longer sure that's high enough…