I want to die 🙂

[Kieth]

Hello fellow people who want to die. I'm happy to be here with you guys

I have schizoaffective disorder. It's basically schizophrenia and bipolar mixed together.
I have mania, which is when I become angry, anxious, excited. I start making big plans and thinking ambitiously.
I also have depression, which is when I become slow, think slowly, become tired and unable to function, and become suicidal.
And last but definitely not least, I suffer from psychosis. I hear voices. I see shadows of people. I have delusions. Scary delusions that will not be mentioned. Delusions of reference, paranoia, persecution, religion, and more.

I'm also into some life situations that I will never be able to get out of.

So anyways, that's why I'm going to catch the bus soon! So you can talk about your own reasons for ctb. Or if you have any questions for me, I'll answer them!

 

[cececo]

How does the emoji feel to you, sarcastic, funny, cute, other?
In all honesty my brain is dead right now (lucky it) for coming up with decent questions, I mostly wanted to say I liked your post, something about the wording and everything is just nice to read. Welcome on here

 

[LivideLamb]

It's unfair that most of us has to suffer...
I wish you sunny days ahead. I also wish you peace whatever your choices turns out to be :)

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you have to go through this. I can imagine it must be unbearable having to suffer that much. My reason for ctb is that I just want non existence, I cannot cope with life and I do not want to live in a world where so much suffering exists. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Kieth]

How does the emoji feel to you, sarcastic, funny, cute, other?
In all honesty my brain is dead right now (lucky it) for coming up with decent questions, I mostly wanted to say I liked your post, something about the wording and everything is just nice to read. Welcome on here

It's an honest and pure smile. I'm happy.

Normally I have extreme difficulty working towards goals. But catching the bus is something I look forward to doing, and I'm happy to work towards it as one of my last goals.

It's unfair that most of us has to suffer...
I wish you sunny days ahead. I also wish you peace whatever your choices turns out to be :)

Thank you

I'm sorry you have to go through this. I can imagine it must be unbearable having to suffer that much. My reason for ctb is that I just want non existence, I cannot cope with life and I do not want to live in a world where so much suffering exists. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

Same. Thanks

 

[wanttodie]

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