I want to die for everything I want to die for my bf

[Serio]

I keep saying how I want to die but yet I never do I always want to I always feel overwhelmed and scared I don't have any emotional regulation I want to kill myself for my bf I love him so much he means everything to me I think it would be better for him if I wasn't here I'm a lot to deal with but I don't want to be alone I want to leave him so he can be happy but I am selfish and I don't want to be alone and I'm scared I don't want to die I just don't want to hurt him or be alone I ruin everything all the time I destroy everything and I just want to be happy that's all I want I'm so scared of everything I overthink everything and I'm so tired and so exaughsted there is to much to think abt I'm thinking abt to much I always take everything to the extreme everything is extreme it hurts that it's so extreme I want it to stop I want everyone to be happy

 

[Graytaichi]

Dont be scared . Its a taboo thing in the past not anymore. Nothing serious or big deal abt being dead anyway.

 

[Serio]

Dont be scared . Its a taboo thing in the past not anymore. Nothing serious or big deal abt being dead anyway.

Would I hurt less ppl in the long run do u think if I did successfully ctb

 

[Graytaichi]

Would I hurt less ppl in the long run do u think if I did successfully ctb

Yes,thats something u need to deal with it ctb is selfish. If u cant get over this then dont dwell upon it.

 

[Ta555]

Yes,thats something u need to deal with it ctb is selfish. If u cant get over this then dont dwell upon it.

Logged on just to tell you to get tf out with your Ctb is selfish crap.

 

[Crazy4u]

You don't need to die for him. Why don't you break up with him? Why would he be better without you?

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you are suffering so much. It must be unbearable to always feel scared. I hope you find relief from your pain in whatever you decide to do.

 

[Cynic]

Logged on just to tell you to get tf out with your Ctb is selfish crap.

It is. But why does it matter? We're all gonna die eventually, so why shouldn't we live for ourselves?

I keep saying how I want to die but yet I never do I always want to I always feel overwhelmed and scared I don't have any emotional regulation I want to kill myself for my bf I love him so much he means everything to me I think it would be better for him if I wasn't here I'm a lot to deal with but I don't want to be alone I want to leave him so he can be happy but I am selfish and I don't want to be alone and I'm scared I don't want to die I just don't want to hurt him or be alone I ruin everything all the time I destroy everything and I just want to be happy that's all I want I'm so scared of everything I overthink everything and I'm so tired and so exaughsted there is to much to think abt I'm thinking abt to much I always take everything to the extreme everything is extreme it hurts that it's so extreme I want it to stop I want everyone to be happy

Does your boyfriend know how you feel? Of course talking to normies about suicide never goes well but if you're close with him I'm sure there's a way you could explain it