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I think I get what you mean. Lately I've been feeling really disconnected from my body. My sex drive has always been high even through years of depression but for some reason these months I'm not interested in sex at all. Even food feels more like something I have to do just to not go through the bother of a hungry stomach, automatic. I used to be really self destructive but it's like I don't have the energy for that either anymore, it's as if the depression has finally confused me whole. And yeah, the cavities are probably pretty bad too tbh.
i don't mean literally kill myself by castration, this is just kinda a stream of consciousness that doesn't make much coherent sense. i'm just trying to put words to the dissociative state i'm in. i don't have a plan or method of choice, i don't even want to actively commit suicide anymore right now. i don't want at all.
