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May 24, 2026
12
i want the pain to end

i cant even hide it when i go outside i try my hardest to not cry

because i feel like i will break out in public like i already do at home in the toilet
 
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namoris

namoris

wa
Oct 24, 2025
6
hey if you dont mind me asking what happened? can I hear you out? its totally okay if you dont want to!
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,212
I just want to be free from all pain and suffering as well, it's so terrible and dreadful how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
100memoryleaks

100memoryleaks

forever sorry
Jul 6, 2026
107
most of the time i feel nothing, then i'll randomly remember something and start sobbing again
 

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