Discussion My life is objectively good

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From the outside it would be considered good.
Definitely in comparison to the rest of the world.

Upper middle class in Germany and I still just want to die, idk why.

I am only 20 and it seems like our whole generation is fucked.

University makes no sense anymore because of the upcoming AI.

When I would have completed my studies in 5-10years, AI would be better and cheaper at my profession.

So I get really depressed while studying and will probably drop out of uni, because i cant force myself to useless studying anymore.

And even if i wpuld manage to pull off the degree AND i wouldnt be replaced in 5 yrs I still would not want to wageslave for the next 50yrs.

Non Existance just seems so fucking peaceful

But it seems my life is objectively to good to end it? Anyone else encountered that feeling?

But after any small inconvienience in my life I just want to CTB.

And of course I dont want to fuck up my parents life…


I would rather be dead than wageslave the next 50yrs

What about you?

 

[smirks00ts]

My life is okay too, I have loving family and what not IRL. however I still feel lonely. especially online which is where I spend half my life on. It doesn't help I lost a lot of people there recently. Kind of like a reset. I only have a few friends but I still isolate. it hurts. ive gotten numb and i dont like it. I feel like im changing for the worst since then.