itsraining
Sleep With A Baseball Bat
- May 18, 2023
- 66
I feel broken and disgusting. I don't like myself and I don't think I ever could. There's so many fucked up things I've done that I don't think I can ever come to terms with. I've let so many people down so I don't want to act anymore. I want to drop off the face of the planet, if I don't kill myself I at least want to isolate myself from the world. I want to protect myself and all the people around me. Is it possible to become an entirely new person? Start over fresh with a completely clean slate? I wish I could be in a world where that was possible. I just want to die and erase my existence.
