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FireFox

FireFox

Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
1,925
I cant sleep anymore or enjoy anything anymore.

Everyday i feel l feel like have fucked up everything in my life and under so much pressure to have it figured out. I like having things figured out it gives me control .

Everyday my mind tells me and everyday this is how i feel

" you are not young anymore you "
" no one is ever going a hire a 23 year old who has never worked"
" This your life forever "
" you are too stupid to do anything right"
I cant see myself ever being happy.
I want all this to stop .
I dont belong in this world.
I feel so trapped
I cant do it .
 
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Tintypographer

Tintypographer

I am done as of 4-21-2023. Somewhere I am no more
Apr 29, 2020
470
I so completely understand. Not sure if you're a bro or sis but your description of your feelings sounds bro-ish so I'll say Bro.

Bro, I'm so sorry you feel like this. Job markers suck, being 23 might feel old and you dont want to hear some.old fart double your age say to enjoy the age you are at right now. You know there is no way to figure it all out (I can tell you I sure haven't figured it out) and every mistake seems rk haunf you forever.

I'm so sorry. All i Share is empathy and say that I understand what you.feel.amd I know.its real.
 

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