Venting I wake up furious over my mediocrity and pitiful life

[ikadasui]

Every waking second is spent in discomfort now with only small moments of distractions. This life is pure hell and isn't living at all, my physical ailments have rendered me unable to even enjoy my computer most of the time now. There is nothing left... I am ugly and incredibly stupid so no point in interacting with others, going outside on my walks to clear my mind no longer works and causes me pain now so I can't enjoy it, playing games on the computer doesn't inspire anything but boredom. What the fuck am I even supposed to do? To add insult to injury I live with a bipolar or schizophrenic who self medicates with weed and acts like a demon and makes life unbearable. I genuinely may as well be in a dungeon chained up by my wrist at this point I don't think it'd be any different

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be so unbearable what you are going through. I know that this life can be awful when you are suffering so much. I wish you the best in whatever happens.