I waited too long!

[BigGimpin]

I got my N yesterday, got a call today my doctor wants to see, me so I have an appointment tomorrow. Im in so much pain I dont if I can make it, and if I do go I have a bad feeling that is going to send me to the hospital. Fuck I dont know what to do!

Couple other questions that I have seen many different answers to: Specifically how long does it take to fully kill you? Some have said you should be somewhere where you wont be found for 12 hours. Damn thats a long time. I am disabled and live at home, I could get as much as 10 hours, would that be sufficient?

Can I just maddog it and pound both bottles w/o any preparation meds? Like the ones for nausea. I dont have a good amount of pain med (percoset and morphine) Should I take all of them before the N?

Fuck I am freaking out so bad, my anxiety is off the charts, as is my pain.

Any advice?

 

[ThePaleWhiteLight]

Twelve hours is on the extreme edge, but yes, it is definitely possible.

 

[Red Scare]

I would take all of the perc and morphine before hand. That way I'd almost be guaranteed to go into respiratory failure very quickly, while being unconscious. These drugs potentiate each other.

But if you have enough opioids to od on, then that might just do the trick without any n. With an opiate od you fall asleep fairly quickly. Then respiratory failure occurs within minutes. If someone doesn't find and administer narcan to you in 25 min, you'll be dead. If they find you any sooner, you could be saved with severe brain damage.

It seems like opioids would be easier than n because with n people have had extended coma times before they went into respiratory failure. With opioids it is fairly quick, you just have to think about past tolerance (which you may have from taking them regularly, in which case it might be an unreliable method to which I would add n) and being found too quickly (again, within about 25 minutes, so you would need to make sure no one finds you... I'd give myself a few hours where I know no one is going to interrupt me).