I truly can't take this brutal pain

[urgent]

I'm in such excruciating unbearable pain non-stop. It's such torture. Every part of my body is in brutal pain. My stomach pain is severe and the nerve pain across my stomach and around my belly button.Nerve pain from scalp to burning feet. My skin feels raw and burning like my arms and legs I feel like I'm burning in a fire, my mouth hurts intense pain from burning mouth and tongue syndrome my teeth hurt from bruxism ,TMJ my jaw hurts, much tongues raw,red sore ,lips so dried out and burning from dehydration, severe gastroparesis hurts to eat a tiny bit or a sip of water,hurts my mouth, hard to swallow, nothing tastes good, stomach pain gets even more intense, neck, back,legs hurts poor circulation ,joints hurt bursitis, fibromyalgia food sits in stomach for hours ,I have to force food because I always had some in there, stomach feels like it's always sticking out, nausea never stops hands hurt so bad feels like I burned them on the oven ,migraine tinnitus,laying in bed hurts pressure points hurts to walk to the bathroom, bones hurt, osteoarthritis and osteoporosis, ankles feel like they can't hold me and are going to twist or fall, eyes hurt a lot, vision getting worse, lupus sores in my mouth and nose, pernicious anemia vitamin deficiencies especially B which I have to do injections of, autoimmune disease attack my organs especially my kidneys,tinnitus, lost to
much weight, etc Nausea, pain, can't stand the smell of anything. I have to be out of misery
.

 

[tooafraidtodiez]

It truly is horrible that people with certain conditions sometimes aren't eligible for MAID.

 

[Butterfly-death]

You deserve so much better this was so heartbreaking to read. I cried after reading this. It's all so messed up and cruel that people who don't deserve to suffer, suffer so much. I wish the best for you; I am so sorry for what you have to go through

 

[pk@2001]

It's horrible that you have to go through all this at once.
I can understand the burden specially when you're burdened with so many autoimmune disease and physical torture
It feels as if by going through this shit it makes us realise the importance of never being born again in this world.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

the monsters who made Nembutal a crime , sarco suicide pod a crime, assisting in suicide a crime , hiring someone to shoot me in the head a crime are pure evil.

these are the ones who are torturing you and many others extremely.

they stole everyone 's right to escape extreme suffering and the worst pain.

those who support their actions and try to spin for them also are complicit in all this

 

[urgent]

the monsters who made Nembutal a crime , sarco suicide pod a crime, assisting in suicide a crime , hiring someone to shoot me in the head a crime are pure evil.

these are the ones who are torturing you and many others extremely.

they stole everyone 's right to escape extreme suffering and the worst pain.

those who support their actions and try to spin for them also are complicit in all this

I know but I really can't take this brutal pain. It's truly torture. It's so excruciating I can't even explain how much extreme pain I'm suffering. I need it to stop asap. I can't take it. I wish there was a way to end it now. No one deserves this. I've been suffering unbearably, please I need it to stop!

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I know but I really can't take this brutal pain. It's truly torture. It's so excruciating I can't even explain how much extreme pain I'm suffering. I need it to stop asap. I can't take it. I wish there was a way to end it now. No one deserves this. I've been suffering unbearably, please I need it to stop!

i can't help you .i'm disabled , can't travel that far and i don't have money to travel that far.

idk if someone else can .

the people that know you , husband , etc. can't believe they let you suffer . humans are really evil beyond comprehension.

see it's very difficult for someone else to help someone suicide . they wrote all the laws to stop assisted suicide to make it a crime .

they did a million things to isolate those suffering extremely.

for one thing the government monsters took away all the technology , companies, individuals in the world that might be able to help because they made it illegal to pay them for technologies like Nembutal, sarco suicide pod, fentanyl, hiring someone to shoot me in the head, hiring someone to assist in suicide etc.

there is a world out there , with tech like Nembutal , many others . but they banned it from helping . they did it on purpose to keep us in the prison

the only thing that matters is avoiding unbearable pain . as you know. but all these other creeps put all kinds of lies and excuses ahead of that and of escaping extreme torture which also matters and is part of my rule for what matters. nothing else matters.

nothing else matters except avoiding unbearable pain or escaping extreme torture.

nobody understands this until they get into a trap like you did of extreme torture they can't escape.

people have no idea how bad pain is . otherwise we'd have a means to escape constant pain like nembutal or the sarco suicide pod available for anyone as anyone can fall into a trap of unending constant unbearable pain.

pain can be constant unending and unbearable every second. but nobody ever says this nobody ever talks about how bad pain can get or the many horrible things that can happen to any human. all they talk about is stupid meaningless garbage and lies like "go enjoy yourself in beautiful life" as is watching a crap video or eating food is even worth 10 seconds of the worst pain . it's not .

 

[urgent]

I'm really truly in severe pain with no end in sight. I'm so desperate for the pain to stop so yes thinking about how I can't have Nembutal that could stop the pain is heartbreaking.