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orlandom

Mage
Mar 4, 2021
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CTB. I thought about doing it with headphones with cool music in my ears.

I promised to write about CTB attempt a couple of hours before that as I dare. No reports that ... soon ... This is shit

Hopefully it will be soon. Fucked up with this time bomb. Yes, and probably already I got you with his emotional posts))) Sorry, my beloved ...
 
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Charaltontin

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Apr 2, 2021
60
I think about this all the time but the problem is idk what song to play as I do it
 
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sunsetintehwoods

sunsetintehwoods

Same rules apply
Feb 22, 2021
128
Oh yeah, i'll try to enjoy music again. May be some Kid A aldum whats slowly shift to sound of nature.
 
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freebird777

Member
Jan 10, 2020
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CTB. I thought about doing it with headphones with cool music in my ears.

I promised to write about CTB attempt a couple of hours before that as I dare. No reports that ... soon ... This is shit

Hopefully it will be soon. Fucked up with this time bomb. Yes, and probably already I got you with his emotional posts))) Sorry, my beloved ...
I will too. I love Blume's chill step music on YT. It's soothing and peaceful... it's like taking a journey and watching life in the rear view mirror slowly slip away. I'm enjoying this one today -

 
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orlandom

Mage
Mar 4, 2021
514
Fuck! I'm so close to CTB. Wow!
I will too. I love Blume's chill step music on YT. It's soothing and peaceful... it's like taking a journey and watching life in the rear view mirror slowly slip away. I'm enjoying this one today -




Exclusively this one
 
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freebird777

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Jan 10, 2020
13
Fuck! I'm so close to CTB. Wow!



Exclusively this one

I like this!
The Moon is square Saturn rn, a sadder time than most others today, so I'm not surprised. I wish you peace and relief whatever direction you choose to go in this moment.
 
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orlandom

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Mar 4, 2021
514



Show the music in which you would like to take the bus ????
 
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freebird777

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Jan 10, 2020
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Show the music in which you would like to take the bus ????

Awe, she's beautiful and you guys are such a handsome couple. Sry you got your heart smashed. It bites :'(
Re: music ... I'm boring these days so my playlist could just be Blume's chill mixes for days... I also like Hippie Sabotage's music
 
WatermelonMel

WatermelonMel

Melon Master
Aug 19, 2019
408
Me too, but it's hard picking the songs if you want them to be the best and last ones you ever hear.
 
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BluesRunTheGame

BluesRunTheGame

Blackpilled
Dec 15, 2020
1,715
Dude can I just say having seen a few of your posts... I feel like I'm on a real similar wavelength. I'm a hopeless romantic too; the love of my life lives 11,000 miles away, and with her bf. Last I heard. Literally couldn't be further away.

So I don't know what I'm saying. Let's just drink and do our best to move on?

Love hurts.
 
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AlternativeSnoo

AlternativeSnoo

Member
Oct 21, 2020
16
I've been building a playlist for this in the past year. Hope I can put it to use soon.
 
Deadlyroses

Deadlyroses

Sad Millennial
Mar 28, 2021
119
I did this during my last attempt using noise canceling headphones. Even made an entire playlist.
 

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