Venting I think this is it. My life’s coming to an end

[steviewonder]

I'm just so alone. Every day of this whole existence is pain. I can't see it ending anytime soon. I have no friends, women treat me like a lesser person and my family think I'm a loser. It's well and truly over for me. I just need to plan out my suicide and I can finally end this.

I see everyone else dating and making friends while I'm stuck regretting my whole existence. My dads a fucking pig brain loser and it's unimaginable to me why he had kids. I've already decided to have 0 as I've acknowledged my bad genetics

My mums fucked up herself.

Can't wait to leave. I can't wait. Get me the fuck out of here

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

Stevie-

I see that your profile says you've been around for a while. Has something changed recently that's driving you to this decision? I'd hate to see you make an impulsive decision and wind up worse off than now.

 

[JinZhin]

Hello,
I am sorry this is going on and you feel like you are missing out because you can't find friendship, romance, or any connection to others, it sucks especially if everyone else seem to have left you behind.
I applaud to you for choosing not to procreate, you are doing a great service to humanity as being born is the worst thing that can happen to a person and parents are plain irresponsible.
Hope you think more about what you really want and take a first step to accomplish it, whatever it may be.

 

[SuicidallyCurious]

As the previous poster said it's commendable you won't bring human beings into a world that is beginning to turn into a lake of fire

 

[FuneralCry]

I believe it is a good thing to not procreate, as existence itself is the cause of all our problems. If you never exist, you never suffer. I know it can be a dreadful feeling when every day brings so much pain. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[forgotten15]

I am sorry you are suffering. I wish there was something I could say to ease your pain but I am in a similar situation, no friends, no social life, all alone with my past trauma. I truly understand you… I hope you find peace.

 

[steviewonder]

Thank you for your messages. Sorry for not replying haven't been here in a while

 

[catdaddy2601]

I feel your pain bro I'm dreading going back to work on Friday but I ain't got a choice coz bills need to be paid ... Tomorrow's my last day off

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

It sounds like there's a lot going on and it has built up over time. Your post, though, expresses some very intense feelings. Was there a trigger that brought in these feelings or aggravated your issues further?

 

[steviewonder]

It sounds like there's a lot going on and it has built up over time. Your post, though, expresses some very intense feelings. Was there a trigger that brought in these feelings or aggravated your issues further?

Nah. It's just impossible to cope when I see everyone else leading a journal life and I'm in the shit. My life is worthless