I think im too cowardly to kill myself, ive been on this website since 2025 lol

[jsjuliaa]

I don't want to overdose on prescription meds, i don't want to jump off somewhere high, and i don't know if i have the courage to tie a noose and not immediately panic

Its weird because I wish i could get someone to do it for me, im in a constant cycle of "itll get better" and when it does for a brief period, the aftermath seems to be way more painful

Im in college now, like, wtf? I have NOTHING figured out, i just wish i could be killed in my sleep or randomly without having a second thought abt it idk thats stupid

 

[bloodmoonhypothesis]

Im very confused on that regard too, being in a college, ill probably have to live in a dorm. How will I get privacy? How will I get the materials? Is it even possible to deliever? How will I even Commit, I have literally no idea. Its all in a fog

 

[Bishop]

I don't want to overdose on prescription meds, i don't want to jump off somewhere high, and i don't know if i have the courage to tie a noose and not immediately panic

Its weird because I wish i could get someone to do it for me, im in a constant cycle of "itll get better" and when it does for a brief period, the aftermath seems to be way more painful

Im in college now, like, wtf? I have NOTHING figured out, i just wish i could be killed in my sleep or randomly without having a second thought abt it idk thats stupid

In one's sleep is everyone's dream.

 

[dustoff]

I had an account here back in 2020. In 6 years I managed to loss my only friend, achieved nothing in life and made only 1 attempt that miserably failed, it was cutting so i had it coming.