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EternalDreams

EternalDreams

dreaming
Sep 19, 2019
69
After acquiring everything I needed to ctb, I don't know but suddenly I've felt a sense of relief or peace, I haven't felt much negative emotion the past few weeks and I'm not sure as to why though but I'll definitely take advantage of this and postponing it indefinitely for a while. I'm also thinking as well of going into therapy. I hope everyone is doing well 🫂
 
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i dont feel real.

i dont feel real.

No more sense in this
Apr 13, 2024
89
Oh, that's nice dude! Pretty great. Best wishes for you. I hope you fully recover.
 
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justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

<3
Nov 9, 2023
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Thats great! Lots of luck with your recovery <3
 
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moshimoshi

Apr 6, 2024
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That's amazing to hear, I'm so proud of you!!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜
 
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EternalDreams

EternalDreams

dreaming
Sep 19, 2019
69
thank you for the heartwarming comments everyone ♡
 
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HopingOnaMiracle

HopingOnaMiracle

Specialist
Mar 8, 2024
334
Weird how that happened. First you get all ctb stuff and then you lose the will to ctb? Does it have anything to do with each other?
I wish you all the best. I hope my time for feeling better will come too
 
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hamvil

Wizard
Aug 29, 2022
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I wish you all the best and I hope that maybe I will feel a bit like you in the future, just a bit of happiness is what I am looking for nothing more.
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
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That is very very nice to hear OP! And hoping these wonderful feelings you experience can continue to be breezy blissful nice high for a long time!🩷
 
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secretariat

Member
Mar 2, 2024
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wow thats so great to hear! recovery can be a slippery slope but you can do it!! wishing lasting happiness for you :D
 
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Cute_&_Loving

I like trinkets:)
May 10, 2023
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That's amazing news!!! Best of luck!!! ❤️❤️❤️
 
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EternalDreams

dreaming
Sep 19, 2019
69
thank you for all the kind messages everyone <3 it means a lot to me
 
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Tired_of_myself

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Jan 2, 2024
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I'm very happy for you, I hope this feeling remains and welcomes you forever :)
 
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HopingOnaMiracle

HopingOnaMiracle

Specialist
Mar 8, 2024
334
It's been a while now. How are you doing OP?
 
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EternalDreams

EternalDreams

dreaming
Sep 19, 2019
69
It's been a while now. How are you doing OP?
I'm doing well thank you for asking!! There are still low moments though but I've been taking medications so it's not as worse as before
 
HopingOnaMiracle

HopingOnaMiracle

Specialist
Mar 8, 2024
334
I'm doing well thank you for asking!! There are still low moments though but I've been taking medications so it's not as worse as before
How great! Glad for you. Wish I had the same experience.
 
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EternalDreams

EternalDreams

dreaming
Sep 19, 2019
69
How great! Glad for you. Wish I had the same experience.
I'm really grateful for your kind words, I hope that someday you'll be able to feel what I feel. Hugs 🫂
 

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