I think I need to leave sooner

[Lost Magic]

Based on the latest N welfare check and other things I think I need to be gone before the end of the year. This has been the worst summer (including the heatwaves) in years. I just can't stand it anymore. My neighbours are crazy/evil as well. I hope my mother is waiting on the other side for me. I miss her so much now Every year on this stupid planet is just like a hellish version of Groundhog Day, a loop of the same old crap to deal with plus new crappy things. I'm so fucking tired.

 

[stoiccactus]

Was just thinking the same thing. At the Hardware store now shopping for rope

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand the feeling of being so tired of everything. Summer is a horrible time of year, the heat has certainly been very bad. It does feel as though life is just endless problems and misery with no escape from suffering. Those gone are lucky. I wish you the best.

 

[Lost Magic]

I understand the feeling of being so tired of everything. Summer is a horrible time of year, the heat has certainly been very bad. It does feel as though life is just endless problems and misery with no escape from suffering. Those gone are lucky. I wish you the best.

Thankyou! Yeah, the summer has just added layers of suffocating heat. I was out the other day before the wellness check and I nearly fainted a few times and annoying sweat kept dripping down my forehead. It was just horrid. It just adds to the misery, I agree.

Was just thinking the same thing. At the Hardware store now shopping for rope

Best wishes to you! Sorry life has came to this. My first method (before I came on this site) was hanging. After my mother died, I wanted to get a bottle of JD, drink it in the woods, find the highest tree and swing from it. Even if my other stuff was confiscated, I would still hang. There aint no way they will stop me from ending this pain. I will do it one way or another.