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Out of boredom (and self harm tbh) I took a shoelace and tried the ligature method. Instead of the usual head exploding feeling I started feeling light headed and dizzy. Eventually I started hearing a ringing in my ears and my vision darkened a bit. The ringing was weird too it sounded like a really faint alarm. Was I close to passing out? Cause I felt like it. I loosened the ligature and felt light headed for a bit after.
 
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Out of boredom (and self harm tbh) I took a shoelace and tried the ligature method. Instead of the usual head exploding feeling I started feeling light headed and dizzy. Eventually I started hearing a ringing in my ears and my vision darkened a bit. The ringing was weird too it sounded like a really faint alarm. Was I close to passing out? Cause I felt like it. I loosened the ligature and felt light headed for a bit after.
I personally wouldn't recommend that method. Everything but gun and sn seems meh. It's really hard to do this one
 
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Sounds like you were on your way to passing out based on your symptoms.

I personally wouldn't recommend that method. Everything but gun and sn seems meh. It's really hard to do this one
Not everyone has access to these. People have to work with what they have.
 
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interesting, i dont hear ringing. for me it was weird, i struggled to find my arteries at first, but now i struggle *not* to find it
 
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I personally wouldn't recommend that method. Everything but gun and sn seems meh. It's really hard to do this one
I would love to get SN but I don't have a source
interesting, i dont hear ringing. for me it was weird, i struggled to find my arteries at first, but now i struggle *not* to find it
Same. I tried again lower to check to see if I was mistaken and I got the usual exploding head feeling. I put it higher and got the same lightheadedness
 

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