Help I cant make strangulation work

[khek0_]

I've found my sweet spot up around the adam's apple but no matter how much pressure I tie the rope (shoelace) with its never enough. When i do it long enough with my hands i feel my ears sort of turning off, my vision going slightly fuzzy and a weird taste on my tongue. But I haven't even been able to achieve that with the rope. I'm genuinely so fucking done with everything, I just want this to work. Any help would be great. I'm trying to follow this https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...on-with-working-dropbox-extra-details.192152/ alongside my own research(not much)

 

[kilowatt]

Try using padding on the sides of your trachea where you've located the carotids to maximize the pressure applied to the spot. I suggest reading as many articles as possible on the method instead of strictly relying on one source, something will eventually click.

 

[Ben 111]

I've also considered FSH but during my strangulation attempt i often reach a point where I feel like my head will explode and I quickly drop the rope