I think i am obsessed with my friend.

[Druggy423]

I have an obsession with my best friend, who is a trans man. Everytime he gets a relationship, I get extremely jealous, and protective of him. Im obsessed with having him to my self. We used to date, but he said I'm more of a friend to him. I only have romantic feelings for him, I've had girlfriends and boyfriends so very then, but I've felt very little feelings for them. My life is hell. Sometimes I obsess over someone kidnapping me. I just want someone to love me so much that they need to have me for themselves. I feel that's the only way I can feel romantic love.