I talked to my therapist about suicide today

[Lolkillme]

He basically told me there was nothing he could do. Which is honest and I appreciated it. He can't save me, I can only save myself. But I've been trying so for so long. "It gets better" is a lie for me. I know it isn't for everyone. It does get better for alot of people. Just not me. I've tried to do what makes me happy. Tried to do whats healthy for me. Tried to surround myself with people that I thought cared. And of course made many mistakes along the way. Many embarrassing moments I wish I could forget. I want it to end. To just stop. It's just insanity at this point to think anything could get better. This is my existence. My own personal hell. I want to leave.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know how you feel, life really can be hell. We have to suffer so much and every day can be painful. Unfortunately for many people it gets worse instead of better. It's why I find death comforting, knowing that all of life's problems become meaningless when we die. I wish you well.

 

[Lolkillme]

I wish the same for you. Hopefully we will find peace soon, one way or another

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

"I can do nothing, that'll be two hundred bucks. Same time next week?"

 

[WornOutLife]

"I can do nothing, that'll be two hundred bucks. Same time next week?"

That's what I thought too!
Goddamn bastards...