Venting i still havent tried to ctb since i joined this forum

[fallen.dove]

is it weird? i didnt do anything else other than planning since i joined this forum.. i think if i found out about this site 8 years ago (idk if it existed back then) i would end my shit faster.

btw i just got fucking cancelled on a discord server for no reason so i had to leave because i felt guilty for no fucking reason..what am i doing wrong? i still havent got my drivers license and a job. im a loser

 

[LastNite]

Not weird, theres no rule that you need to die just because you joined this forum lol.
I also dont have a job yet or a driver license but made plans to do so.
Feels lazy but if you push yourself even a little then it'll eventually work out.
Good luck <3

 

[meowpuppy]

it's okay you're not a loser!! i'm also unemployed and licenseless we can all empathize

 

[fallen.dove]

Not weird, theres no rule that you need to die just because you joined this forum lol.
I also dont have a job yet or a driver license but made plans to do so.
Feels lazy but if you push yourself even a little then it'll eventually work out.
Good luck <3

i mean ik that theres no rule but ive been planning so much uh
good luck to u 2

 

[TAW122]

I have been on SaSu for almost 8 years (with about 1.5 year break from early 2021 until mid 2022), and there were many times where I wanted to die, but just held off, most of time due to personal choice, circumstances, and of course, waiting for the right time and circumstance. However, the idea of suicide has never left my mind and will always be on the table for me. It just is a matter of time and circumstance for me. As for others, suicide is still a very personal decision that is unique to the individual themselves.