I so want to sleep here and just die

[SadCryingBunny]

I want to take 2x Zolpidem, fall asleep, put the exit bag on my head, turn on the Nitrogen gas and put on the hand restraints and pass peacefully. I'm in the process of setting up the oxygen to switch to nitrogen via padlock timer with weights that drop which will turn open the valve, otherwise I will go with the basic setup and I am ready to go. The only thing that holds me off is the thought of an autopsy. I should have the right to die and my body be respected. I could go travel far away and pass, but in my room it's much simpler and cozy.