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theloserestloser

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Nov 26, 2021
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i caused a huge scene in class and ran out crying. i just want to quit and stop existing. all ive got is a big thing of ibuprofen and some tylenol but im a wuss and i hate swallowing pills. i just don't know what to do. why can't it be easy to just disappear
 
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savoytruffle

savoytruffle

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Mar 31, 2022
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Im so sorry that happened! i can only imagine how that must have felt, ive been through plenty of that myself šŸ˜ž please don't take ibuprofen or tylenol, the effects will harm your body in high concentrations and it will be extremely painful
 
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LifeHasNoOptIn

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Mar 31, 2022
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Very sorry that happened, but please do not excessively dose ibuprofen or tylenol. As savoyTruffle mentioned they are virtually useless for CTB and will only cause pain and permanent damage making things even worse. There are a ton of resources here to offer better options and good people to talk with to help you reach a better plan to minimize failure and pain.
 
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Cathy Ames

Cathy Ames

Cautionary Tale
Mar 11, 2022
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i caused a huge scene in class and ran out crying. i just want to quit and stop existing. all ive got is a big thing of ibuprofen and some tylenol but im a wuss and i hate swallowing pills. i just don't know what to do. why can't it be easy to just disappear
Oh goodness that sounds really stressful and horrible. I'm sorry that happened.

Maybe you could drop this one class or transfer into a different section? Maybe you could talk to an advisor and find out whether there are accommodations for autism (that you haven't been getting and that might help you)?
 
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theloserestloser

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Nov 26, 2021
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Oh goodness that sounds really stressful and horrible. I'm sorry that happened.

Maybe you could drop this one class or transfer into a different section? Maybe you could talk to an advisor and find out whether there are accommodations for autism (that you haven't been getting and that might help you)?
there's only one section of this class and the drop deadline's already passed. im not sure what accommodations i could get for autism tbh, the only one i had at one point was single housing. i could ask the disability services but it seems like the only accommodation people get is extra time on tests and i don't really need that

unforutnately this wasn't really an academic clas, more of a hobby class... i talked to the conductor who wasn't there that day and i think i freaked her out bc she wanted me to call her and then i freaked out more bc i hate phone calls and no matter what it's gonna be really awkward for the rest of the semester
Very sorry that happened, but please do not excessively dose ibuprofen or tylenol. As savoyTruffle mentioned they are virtually useless for CTB and will only cause pain and permanent damage making things even worse. There are a ton of resources here to offer better options and good people to talk with to help you reach a better plan to minimize failure and pain.
that's too bad, i once got stuck in the psych ward for 8 days for expressing my desire to do it with those. i thought that for sure meant they were good for that. that's a bummer
Very sorry that happened, but please do not excessively dose ibuprofen or tylenol. As savoyTruffle mentioned they are virtually useless for CTB and will only cause pain and permanent damage making things even worse. There are a ton of resources here to offer better options and good people to talk with to help you reach a better plan to minimize failure and pain.
that's too bad, i once got stuck in the psych ward for 8 days for expressing my desire to do it with those. i thought that for sure meant they were good for that. that's a bummer
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry that you are in such an awful situation. I know that this life can be unbearable when you are desperate to leave. I also wish that there was a way to just disappear, I am so tired of living. I hope you find relief from your pain in whatever happens.
 
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deathbydragon

take me with you
Mar 17, 2022
189
that's too bad, i once got stuck in the psych ward for 8 days for expressing my desire to do it with those. i thought that for sure meant they were good for that. that's a bummer
Yeah it's more voiced intent rather than effective means that they care about.
 

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