I really want to ctb ASAP.

[ayylux]

i really want to ctb ASAP. I've tried methods and I'm not very confident in them. I don't like how night night makes my head feel. I've tried to get a helium tank and link things with a Cpap mask but 1. The helium is mixed with air. I got it from a general store. And 2 the cpap mask just doesn't seem to work
Please if anyone could educate about quick. Easy. Fast. And PAINLESS I would really appreciate it.
PAINLESS. Methods please

 

[Risperdead]

me tried so called Kusch Methode but failed miserably because i took not enough antiemetics. you need Metoclopramid, Hydroxychloroquin and Diazepam! Google it or do not hesitate to pm me for further information. I wish had these ingredients right now for leaving this messy world. Good lucl and all best for you!

 

[logan]

If it were so easy to overcome the SI, there wouldn't be so many discussions and reports of experiences here ...

 

[ayylux]

If it were so easy to overcome the SI, there wouldn't be so many discussions and reports of experiences here ...

I don't know what SI means, I'm new to this forum. I just wish I could lay down with a mask over my head and breath and sleep forever. Or
Overdose as well but every overdose thing is so many steps with prescriptions etc. it's hard to kill ones self. I can get a gun but I am not comfortable with dying gory. I have a family.

 

[logan]

SI means survival instinct.

In any case, don't do anything rash or hasty.

This step is not reversible and if it goes wrong it can get worse - for you and your family.

 

[ayylux]

SI means survival instinct.

In any case, don't do anything rash or hasty.

This step is not reversible and if it goes wrong it can get worse - for you and your family.

I had just attempted the night night. I set it up it felt like I was gonna pass out so I got on my knees, put my head on my bed and I don't remember what happened after that. I just remember being happy and how good the bed felt the next memories I have in standing up falling over tightness around my neck until I eventually fall on my ass and break my wall. I sit there for a bit and come to. I stay up and finally ask for help and my mom comes and undoes everything. I can't a huge headache and bump on my head. I can't walk Rn very good . I was so excited why did it not work. All I remember was tightening it and laying in like a prayer position on my bed. I figured my head would fall into my lap or something if it slipped.

 

[logan]

This happens very often in this way or in a similar way.

I hope you are doing well under the circumstances and that you get back on your feet without permanent damage.

 

[ayylux]

This happens very often in this way or in a similar way.

I hope you are doing well under the circumstances and that you get back on your feet without permanent damage.

I'm going to try to do sn there's a website seems fishy where doctors online can prescribe the antiemetics or whatever they're called. Hopefully I can get them already ordered the SN
Thank you Logan
I feel okay right now, really drowsy a little hard to walk. Maybe got a concussion but that seems like that's about it.