Venting I really envy those who found their preferred method and ended it.

[Pisceslilith]

I'm just stuck here wanting to die so badly, everything is so goddamn hard even ending it is so fucking hard. I wish I could end it right now. I hate my environment so much (I don't want to talk about it so don't ask). If only my original plans to hang my self succeeded I could've been dead years ago. But I'm stuck here. How long is this shit going to last until I'm finally able to fucking end it!?

 

[Seiko]

The amount of helplessness I had when I was unable to go unconscious in simple suspension was one of the worst feelings imaginable. The silver lining is nearing the age of purchasing a firearm in my state—quick and painless. So many people don't realize that if you are trying to kill yourself, the odds are against you.

 

[TheDevilsAngel]

' I really envy those who found their preferred method and ended it. ' I envy those people more than anything even at times I feel jealous there in peace and I dont like to feel like that but there just so so lucky.​

 

[Walkingcorpse123]

Yes, Only fear keeps me here...

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, it is hard to take our lives, due to the SI and fear of failing with consequences for me. I think we all deserve a right to die. Existing can be painful and I am envious of those who are at peace now.

 

[Largeletters]

Me too. I wish I had an easy or instanteous way to do it, that way I know I would've been dead a long ass time ago, but committing suicide is so damn hard, much harder than the movies make it out to be.