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searchingforpeace

Experienced
Nov 26, 2022
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Does anyone know whether this is short term long term why would this be this is crazy I thought SN was reversible
 
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Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
286
Hi that was probably me you read about lmfao. The tracheostomy was short-term. I didn't have it for long. Even I'm not fully sure why they did it.
 
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cluefixphantom

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Feb 19, 2026
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They probably did it because it brings them more money and/or for experimental purposes for students.
The "health" industry is 100% commercial interest (they gain money from disabled, ill half-dead humans who "need" operations, pills, therapies and so on).
Sorry to those who have to endure this, hopefully you're doing at least okay.
 
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Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
286
They probably did it because it brings them more money and/or for experimental purposes for students.
The "health" industry is 100% commercial interest (they gain money from disabled, ill half-dead humans who "need" operations, pills, therapies and so on).
Sorry to those who have to endure this, hopefully you're doing at least okay.
I think they did it to me so I wouldn't be on breathing tubes long-term, and so they could wake me up without having tubes down my throat. When they would wake me up, I'd be really agitated, and no wonder, because I had tubes down my throat.
 
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Bananaman

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Aug 13, 2024
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Hi that was probably me you read about lmfao. The tracheostomy was short-term. I didn't have it for long. Even I'm not fully sure why they did it.
How are you planning to take your way out now that you've had such an accident once and I'm assuming procuring SN has become multiple times harder?
 
Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
286
How are you planning to take your way out now that you've had such an accident once and I'm assuming procuring SN has become multiple times harder?
I don't wanna die anymore. I have SN again but I don't plan to take it or anything. My life is actually going okay
 
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