It's taken me a while to get a final list together...of things I'll need to do a hotel OD. and tonite I got 95% of it packed up.
Doing the list and packing up has taken my level to a 10+
I feel like I should go ahead and do it now. My health is failing, and I fear if I wait too long I won't be able to carry it out. My husband hates me, and will barely say anything to me. I have no family, friends or neighbors. and I am retired/no co-workers. I just can't take life anymore.
I'm trying to think of any reason to wait any longer. I've been a member of the site since Sept 2020. My level has been 9-10 the whole time. Now that I'm packed up, and ready to go at a moments notice, it makes me look forward to this finality more and more.
Doing the list and packing up has taken my level to a 10+
I feel like I should go ahead and do it now. My health is failing, and I fear if I wait too long I won't be able to carry it out. My husband hates me, and will barely say anything to me. I have no family, friends or neighbors. and I am retired/no co-workers. I just can't take life anymore.
I'm trying to think of any reason to wait any longer. I've been a member of the site since Sept 2020. My level has been 9-10 the whole time. Now that I'm packed up, and ready to go at a moments notice, it makes me look forward to this finality more and more.
