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Spidermanspiderpoo

Spidermanspiderpoo

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Aug 23, 2022
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I don't know who to talk to about this. I feel like if I say anything to anyone, they'll judge me or try to stop me. But I desperately wanted to say this to someone without being judged for it or feeling like an attention whore. I ordered 500gms of SN today, it will arrive in about a week or two. I plan to follow Stan's guide completely using the stat dose. I hope I pass on peacefully. Every breath, every second is so god damn painful.. I wish luck to anyone who is attempting as well and peace and healthy recovery for those of you who want to get out of this.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I can imagine that it must be such a relief having the option of SN. I hope that you find freedom from your pain.
 
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Eternal Soul

Eternal Soul

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Aug 17, 2022
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I hope to have the same courage as you and many in this forum, and I wish the best for you in whatever path you take.
 
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Finding Sirius

Finding Sirius

The brightest lights cast the darkest shadows
Aug 16, 2022
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I hope you get the result you are looking for, peace to you.
 
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CassieHoward

CassieHoward

peace out ss
Mar 11, 2022
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i wish you all the best!
 
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