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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

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Apr 15, 2024
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But I don't even really need anything. I just think if I become a millionaire I could maybe spend frivolously as a distraction. Or travel somewhere where they have illegal guns. Or at least stock up on expensive drugs.
 
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Paper_Cut_93

Paper_Cut_93

I was afraid to go on.
Mar 23, 2025
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But I don't even really need anything. I just think if I become a millionaire I could maybe spend frivolously as a distraction. Or travel somewhere where they have illegal guns. Or at least stock up on expensive drugs.
I hope you win and take home a few million. If I were lucky enough to win the lottery, I'd probably do the same. After my trip around the world, I'd give myself a serious overdose.
 
KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
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I hope you win and take home a few million. If I were lucky enough to win the lottery, I'd probably do the same. After my trip around the world, I'd give myself a serious overdose.
I might be able to get a proper revolver in the Philippines if I befriend locals. I had my hands on one a decade ago from a friend's uncle who brought it over for target shooting a mannequin for fun. The uncle was a murderer who never got caught yet. Friendly guy though, lol. I so regret that I didn't turn the gun on myself instead of the mannequin. But I wasn't suicidal before. But with lots of money I'm sure I could get my hands on a gun there again. Then after a glass of scotch it's trigger time! The rest of the money I would donate before pulling the trigger.
 
Paper_Cut_93

Paper_Cut_93

I was afraid to go on.
Mar 23, 2025
37
I might be able to get a proper revolver in the Philippines if I befriend locals. I had my hands on one a decade ago from a friend's uncle who brought it over for target shooting a mannequin for fun. The uncle was a murderer who never got caught yet. Friendly guy though, lol. I so regret that I didn't turn the gun on myself instead of the mannequin. But I wasn't suicidal before. But with lots of money I'm sure I could get my hands on a gun there again. Then after a glass of scotch it's trigger time! The rest of the money I would donate before pulling the trigger.
Which organizations would you donate the rest of the money to?
 

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