Venting i lost my phone (found my phone later)

[eggsausagerice]

my phone is quite literally my life. i don't know what to do without it. i know it's unhealthy. i feel like i've lost a part of myself. my nightly routine is grindr, twitter, tiktok, youtube. but i also text my sister every day on it. i really don't know how to relax. i dug through the trash and couldn't find it so i feel dizzy. i really want my phone back but i don't know how to find it inside of the house if i spent an hour calling it and my phone isn't connected to find my iphone because my mom uses find my iphone to track where i am if i'm connected to it. i know i'm making a big deal over nothing. i shouldn't cry about it or be so sad, because i can always get another phone eventually. but i don't know. i always thought you needed a phone in 2026, even if you only use it to watch slop. i don't seem to feel like doing anything after realizing that i lost it, because my phone is so important to me. i'm going to be committing suicide soon, so maybe this doesn't matter at all, but what i'm worried about most is how hard it'll be for me to watch movies, because you need a phone as your digital ticket. i feel sick.

 

[meowpuppy]

this is a pretty big deal wtf?? its okay you can be sad as you'd like


but didn't you spend an hour calling it? if you spent an hour calling it and you didn't find it.. doesn't that mean it's not in the house? unless you live in a mansion?

 

[kanamycinklavsta]

i'm sorry :( it is a big deal. i wouldve freaked out if i couldn't find my phone too bcs it helps suppress my thoughts at night so i don't do something stupid to myself.

sometimes when i'm panicking because ive lost something, i tell myself that if i know i lost it in the house then it'll eventually show up. theres no way it couldve just vanished like that unless someone else misplaced it. it will come up, maybe its just in an odd spot. i hope you find it.

 

[eggsausagerice]

this is a pretty big deal wtf?? its okay you can be sad as you'd like


but didn't you spend an hour calling it? if you spent an hour calling it and you didn't find it.. doesn't that mean it's not in the house? unless you live in a mansion?

hello again trans puppygirl
it's on silent so it's honestly way harder to find than a phone that isn't on silent tbh. it's a small house and i searched the exact rooms it would be in. my mom literally yelled at me earlier for having a messy room and broomed everything in my room up, which is why i searched through the trash. i'm trying to reconnect with someone and arrange a meetup to watch evangelion with him so that's kind of what i care about most right now. it's the first thing i thought of after i lost my phone, and the second thing i thought of is that i need to watch the evangelion movie on the 22th and the mob psycho movie on the 20th. i hope my friend adds me back on discord or i get a new phone so that i can text him again.

 

[meowpuppy]

hello again trans puppygirl
it's on silent so it's honestly way harder to find than a phone that isn't on silent tbh. it's a small house and i searched the exact rooms it would be in. my mom literally yelled at me earlier for having a messy room and broomed everything in my room up, which is why i searched through the trash. i'm trying to reconnect with someone and arrange a meetup to watch evangelion with him so that's kind of what i care about most right now. it's the first thing i thought of after i lost my phone, and the second thing i thought of is that i need to watch the evangelion movie on the 22th and the mob psycho movie on the 20th.

awh.. i'm sorry she yelled at you,

i think if it's on silent and you don't have find my you just have to suffer,, my condolences :(

also, woof, woof, i guess. clown in the circus, i suppose.

 

[eggsausagerice]

my mom told me that she'd only buy me a new phone through out insurance if i hadn't found it in 5 days so she'd believe i actually lost it but my thoughts be #intrusive. i know i can probably handle 5-7 days because i can still do other things. i just feel so uneasy not having a phone i can distract myself with at all times. it makes me feel lonely. i'm not going to keep looking for it because i know i can't find it, even if my mom thinks it's a psyop. i feel like a crazy person using my laptop for sasu LOL

 

[meowpuppy]

my mom told me that she'd only buy me a new phone through out insurance if i hadn't found it in 5 days so she'd believe i actually lost it but my thoughts be #intrusive. i know i can probably handle 5-7 days because i can still do other things. i just feel so uneasy not having a phone i can distract myself with at all times. it makes me feel lonely. i'm not going to keep looking for it because i know i can't find it, even if my mom thinks it's a psyop. i feel like a crazy person using my laptop for sasu LOL

do you want to actually look for it or do you want to just pretend to look for it so that you can get a new one after a few days? anyhow, i wouldn't worry about it too much.. i know it sounds like it's never true but you really do just need to keep, living, and walking around, and looking at things, to find what you've lost, and since you're already doing that.. i think you'll just find it by accident

 

[eggsausagerice]

i found it everynyan

do you want to actually look for it or do you want to just pretend to look for it so that you can get a new one after a few days?

this would be nefarious lol. no, i wouldn't do that. i immediately told my mom that i found it when i did find under my bed, where she told me to look. i'm going to turn on find my iphone so i never get into this situation again LOL. i searched all the main areas of the house but i didn't search under my bed. the reason i thought it was in the trash and not under my bed even though i would've heard my phone vibrate is because my phone was updating at the exact time i was looking for it. bad luck, really.

 

[meowpuppy]

i found it everynyan



this would be nefarious lol. no, i wouldn't do that. i immediately told my mom that i found it when i did find under my bed, where she told me to look. i'm going to turn on find my iphone so i never get into this situation again LOL. i searched all the main areas of the house but i didn't search under my bed. the reason i thought it was in the trash and not under my bed even though i would've heard my phone vibrate is because my phone was updating at the exact time i was looking for it. bad luck, really.

it literally took you 59 minutes from posting this

at least it's found now..

 

[eggsausagerice]

it literally took you 59 minutes from posting this

they call me the worrier. i still would've preferred to not get into an argument with my mom twice in one day lol