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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

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Feb 9, 2025
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For my surprise, she understands and wont tell others, she has attempted CTB many times before. It seems like I am not alone.
 
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hschaf

hschaf

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May 11, 2025
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where do you find these people
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

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Feb 9, 2025
831
where do you find these people
Our city offers place for people where we can socialize with each others. Play games together (bowling, billiard, etc) Although, I wasnt sure if she would understand. But I took that risk and opened up to her about my suicidal plans and thoughts. She has almost done CTB herself. So we can relate to each other.
 
RoseGirl

RoseGirl

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May 8, 2025
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Yay I'm glad :>
U seem like a super chill person and absolutely deserve someone to confide in ^w^
 
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I hope the both of you guys can stay safe and support each other (:
 
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OhhDrugzZ

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Feb 14, 2024
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I also opened up to a friend about CTB and he just told me to suck it up haha. That was 2 weeks ago and we haven't spoken since

Anyway, I'm glad you found someone you can talk to :]
 
DivineSpark

DivineSpark

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Feb 9, 2025
831
How did it feel, relieving?
Kinda yes, at first I was little be afraid she would tell someone else about it, but then she told me that I can trust her completely about it. Also, she has been close to CTB many times as well. So we can relate to each other.
 
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