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Treeline589

Experienced
Dec 14, 2021
234
3 more weeks maximum before I CTB. Honestly since I have my N I can go whenever before then. Not sure I am going to make it 3 more weeks at work. It's just the one thing keeping me alive- the theraputic relationship with my therapist is ending, and not by my choice. And it hurts, like I needed more pain to try to deal with.
 
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_Seeking

_Seeking

I'm only here for this moment
Dec 16, 2021
205
That sucks that your therapist would end your relationship when you are in such a bad place. You can always talk here.
 
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Treeline589

Experienced
Dec 14, 2021
234
That sucks that your therapist would end your relationship when you are in such a bad place. You can always talk here.
Yea it does suck. I guess I had a sliver of hope but now I don't.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,616
I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I know that it is hard to carry on when you cannot take anymore of this life. I can imagine that it must be awful to lose the one thing that helped you. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 

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