I need to go

[NothingElseMatters]

I'm tired seeing everyone's happiness but mine. People fulfilled with love and money and I ain't got both. I just need this pain to go away, and there's no other way out than that.

 

[Mundi]

I totally relate to that feeling. I do think it's worth remembering that most people appear happier on the outside than they are on the inside. I would not be surprised if there were someone in your life who thinks you are happier than they are. This doesn't at all invalidate your pain. It just sometimes helps me to remember that we're all suffering in one way or another.

 

[madbananas]

I'm tired seeing everyone's happiness but mine. People fulfilled with love and money and I ain't got both. I just need this pain to go away, and there's no other way out than that.

Same here. Although I try to remind myself what I see online, social media etc is people posting things which tend to show the "perfect" aspects of their lives. If it were that perfect, they maybe wouldn't feel a need to constantly share their accomplishments etc because they would feel validated from within rather than seeking it from out with (from 'likes' on posts etc). This is obviously just an example of being part of the online world.
Regardless, it's still a horrible feeling so hugs to you