I NEED TO CTB VERY SOON

[Buddha.e.c]

When i was younger i was abused physically by my older cousin also was beaten by my father then abandoned. My teenage years where the worst i was diagnosed with major depression disorder and prescribed 2mg xannax to sleep at night then remoron then effexor nothing worked after different treatment solutions nothing worked in literally at my breaking point now . I regularly cut my arms or burn them to cope with the mental stress and depression 1.5 year ago i abused drugs to numb the pain it just made it worse im in my 20s i have gotten progressively worse i wake up sometimes and ask why am i here i be better off gone that what i truly desire i no longer want to feel pain i want to free myself of the evil society who pray on the weak i no logger conforming to those false ideals i want to free myself .

 

[rationaltake]

So sorry you're suffering like this. I know what it's like when you've had enough.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds very horrible what you are going through. I know it can be dreadful when things just get worse. Some people can be so cruel, I'm sorry you had to go through that. I can imagine it must be unbearable being in so much pain. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Onthe29th]

If you told me this irl I'd give you a hug (if you were ok with it of course)